Proverbs 3:13-35
This is probably going to be the hardest thing for me on my path. Wisdom I am unsure I will gain to much, its the understanding that I am having a lot of issues with. I am a sinner and I know this and although I am Christian I am still a sinner. The Wisdom that I believe I am learning now is that I can not control people and like the Lord Our Father, I can not force anyone to listen to me or believe that I know what I am talking about. I can not keep placing the emotional needs that I have in other peoples decisions, I can not force understanding on those that will not accept it from me. I will need to have God help me with this a lot.
Our Father has given us free will and allows us to make our own decisions, I need to release the worry and fear in my life to allow those that I love to make their own decisions. I will continue to pray for them and I will continue to offer them my council in certain situations, However, I must not force it upon them. I must also understand that up until this point I have made many decisions though emotion and not faith in God, therefore I may be disciplined by God and I know, just like when I discipline my children, that God is doing it out of love.
If you find this Blog and actually read this please add me to your prayers, Almost 40 years of decisions that were not based on faith and almost 40 years of sin in my life. I know God will forgive me and I know that though Jesus I will be saved, however, certain Habits are going to be hard to break and I need the prayers to help me keep the faith though my own mental and emotional Tribulations.
Thank you for the unconditional Love Father, please teach that to my heart!!!
